ok been kind of lazy lately to blog even though i know there is alot of things i wanna say. hahahz. 1stly i shall say about my chalet, this time i am gonna summarise it. chalet is fun but not very because there were uninvited guest and also everything were not properly plan and prepared. so this time is sort of a kind of failure chalet, but i wonder when will we have a proper and fun one again. hahah so guess we will be organising again next year this time seriously kick outsiders man pure bros. hahaz. with veron they all counted of course the dog is man best fren. hahah.

ok lately i have damn alot of things i wanna say it but jus cant find the way to express it or find the right person to talk to or should i say rant to. hahaz. poor liyun suffering from my rantings lately. hahaz. but nah she is a gd person she understand haha at least i think and i trust. so fuck care the rest. hahaz. well, for them seriously sometime i really feel like severing ties with them. i dunno wat the fuck they are saying or wat? is jus like kind of weird to even join them anymore i think. i just simply cant click with them anymore like i used to. i guess there is seriously some problems with me. if they can still click well the prob must be lying within me i guess. so maybe its time to stop contacting them awhile and let me cool down? hahaz. or maybe is my bros are treating me too gd till i become spoilt? hahahhah. nah its ok for now seriously fuck care. hahaz.

well jus browse through frenster's comment and i feel that seriously there are ppl i am on the verge of losing contacts with them, and i guess i dun wish too, they were once part of my joy and laughter and now not even talking in fact on streets dun remember each other? i guess thats too much for me to handle. so i am gonna meet my frens on my next holiday which is so not coming soon. hahaz for this holiday i guess i jus wanna rest? and dun feel like meeting any frens. until next year where i go year 2. i might be more slack. hahaz. so i decided to gonna meet jie more often liao. i am like meeting her once a year lately. and i dun really wan that. she dotes on me and close to me until now where we are drifting further whenever she gots a boyfren which is also my jie fu. hahaha. but nvm that new year resolution huh? hahah.

I SHALL MAKE MY 2009 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION HERE AND NOW!!!!

1. Continue to like her all the way not giving up this time no matter what and will not turn back to smoking like i did before

2. Meet jie more often

3. Go out more with my parents

4. Quit smoking

5. Be more hardworking in my studies cause i know i am too slack and lazy

6. Not losing any contacts of my frens especially all my bros. (bros as in all those i recognised as)

7. Everyone around me is still healthy and living (Greatest wish of all)

lastly, it was what i want to do but i am not sure if i can do it in 2009 so if i can't den it will happen on 2010 and if still can't i will just wait for one year and another, that is to bring her to candlelight dinner. (It's something i wanna do but lack of guts and money, so gotta save up more next year (^__^). )