ok i seriously should be dotting now but instead i cant control and i wanna blog. hahaz been like more than a month b4 i last blog, well no time is no time and another part of it is lazy. hahaz. ok so celebrated liyun's birthday on fri went to eat crystal jade and after that movie of madagascar. hahaz well intend to bring her go fish and co but too many ppl le lahz, next time i must reserve liao. hahaz. btw i am surprise that crystal jade is actually cheaper den fish and co. hahaz. feels weird though going out with her but i must get used to it. maybe cause i rarely went out with her due to her As and i was always with my frens. hahaz. well now in poly slack? no way but should be able to cope at least for now. even though dying soon i suppose with all the late nights and everything. hahaz.

well anyway had a long night last night thinking of wat to do, hahaz ended up with disturbing kor for ways. hahaz well, i guess i might do it but still i am unsure of myself, i dunno wat to do still. i wan but i scare. so how? i had this fear and mixed feelings when it comes to you. i dun wan to but i guess i am gonna be in this mess once more. am i seriously finding trouble? or is it really meant to be my future? omg, why must it be this time man, i seriously cant concentrate on my work with so many things on my mind, why cant it happen on a holiday, den at least i have time to think and think and think but now i got no time to think and yet my mind is in a mess. i am so gonna clear it soon. and i think this time its a now or never. so i guess instead of thinking i am gonna give it one last try and this time not giving up, might take a few years again b4 something happen, well if i can do it in the past i will supress all limits this time. afterall i am not the one that is 2 years ago, hopefully you too. so i will do as i say, last year i say it to you,this year i will do it. hahaha. blogging do sorts my thinking.

P.S jus sorting out my mind anyway, haha nth of importance, so jus treat me like a crazy guy as you all always do. SMILE ALL!