Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Its a good thing nobody read this blog
freedom of speech!
hahaha
By right i should be sleeping right now
but there is just to much inside me that i need to get it all out
I've been feeling moodless since last night
I just don't like that feeling of being jealous at all
even though u like seeing it
It's damn irritating and haunting and there is nothing i can do about it
Showing it makes me feel weak
not showing it i am suffering inside
now say what should i do?
It's been a day, things arent getting any better
I really love you
saying out somethings might lead to you being angry
not saying them out and u might be upset for i am not sharing
Well, I do want to know you better and understand you
but somethings are left better unsaid
every little stuffs triggers my brain into thinking something
and not everything I want to know
will you get mad if i told u about all these stuffs?
I used to do the same stuffs to make sure the receiver receive the same damage
but now all i did was giving in
have i become weak?
Guess it just because i love you too much
I love you cause you makes me happy and that you are worth it
but I am not sure if i deserve the same
too much flaws in me that I don't think you are able to accept
perhaps it's because I am too immature when compared to your friends
Sometimes i was thinking that
if something happen to me
will you cry for me?
will you be sad?
will you stay by my side?
I'll wait endlessly for you
for a love I'll never let go.
I'll wait everyday and night for your return
we'll be together for all time
our flame forever will burn
Labels: I can't hide these feelings all inside my love continues to grow
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